One Two Cha Cha Cha

I come to life everyonce in a while and realize all the things which i do in a fashion that i dislike and which may also frustrate me upon finding the cause or the reason behind them. That said, once i do realize what the problem is, i can work towards fixing it and finding a new method of dealing with the situation. There are so many things i wish i could commit more fully to; I find that having interests and hobbies in many different fields, one meets people from each intrest who excel in their given vocation. Some times this can infuriate me, others times it can inspire me, but the majority of the time it just keeps me grounded in the reality of mediocrity that one must accept when living a society so large. The natural variations amoung people living in a large group are ment to fill different specialties making some think spatially, some critally, abstractly, and combinations of every variation human thought. Once i accept this, and seek to find and excel in my own given area of skill, i belive that i will find a much easier road then one who does not have the confidence of knowing that the path they are on is the one path to which all their effort must be concentrated. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... another wasted day. time for bed.